I couldn't fall asleep until 4:30 a.m. and got up at 8! I went swimming and shopping. Someone told me there's something hanging under the car. It's what goes over the muffler. So now we can't go out today. I'm sad and depressed today. I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about the touching in my session. I emailed T about it and a general update and said she didn't have to write back. She did anyway. Now that's a switch! She's glad I want to do the touch work. I know I have to talk about it first. I'm feeling pathetic because I must be so touch deprived. I like when T touches me. Just feeling so yukky now. Will cry myself to sleep. My H got up when I laid down. I'm just ranting now. Sorry.