you know I tried to go out with my BFF today and I just couldn't do it . I brought her luch as she is working at the barn taking out horses and stuff for her latest friend. she gives me this spiel in response to my bad day the other day about how she only has a few friends . and can only count on me and this new friend if she ever needed anyone. I had to leave because she has only been hanging out with this person for a few months to my 25 years .and it seems if this friend could be counted on more I would just be dirt under her feet. she has no idea the stupid things she says . and this new friend I can guarantee you is just useing her for free work in her barn so she can go to shows and so on. sense she has been trying to impress this new friend she has treated me like crap. im tired of it and just don't care if I am alone for the rest of my life I hate people.. this new friend is only like 22 and she is my age. she has even said to my face that she was hoping this new friend could be a new drinking buddy that she could go out with. but then her new friend had a baby . ohhh so sad