yeah mandy, nhs is free well, we pay so much out of our wages for it every month year in year out. privately it would cost £150 a session, i dont have tht sort of money for saying long term therapy could be going on for at least a year or even more.
looks like i'm getting somewhere at last, but only cos i'm making a nuisance of myself and pushing all the time.

thanks for caring everyone, jinnyann xoxoxoxo