Understand the trying to please family and begrudgingly doing what have to do, but not wanting to be there. Had that happen today. Was asked (expected) to go to the store with family member. Wound up two flipping hours away in a different state. Whole way in head racing thoughts trying to be social and all I was thinking is what the f? Jumped from one emotion to another bouncing back to anger for no reason. At one point I was asked and I asked to head home, but seemed to be ignored. Went further away and just could not enjoy. It should have been nice and enjoyable, was not. Long story, I get your point.