I am stroppier and tantrumier (sp?) than any of my kids

Shakey, I'll have a cup of builders please, soya milk if you have it.
I reeeeeeaaaally miss my t today. Don't know why, I feel I am over all the transference stuff. Maybe starting to feel a bit wobbly going cold turkey on my meds, I don't know. I just feel about ten years old. I want her to tuck me in to bed. I don't want to be in bed with a big, hairy man, and have to look after children and do boring work and pretend to clean the house. I want to put on my sparkly shoes and cry.