i seen my pdoc tuesday..i hadnt went in 3 or 4 months... everytime i would have an appointment i would cancel or not go...... she asked me why i hadnt been in and that i hadnt been taking my meds..... i just dont know..... how do they expect me to answer that question when i dont know .... she gave me my prescribtions for my meds and said for me to take them.. well it thursday now and i still havent took them..... here they r sitting in front of me and i just cant seem to take them.... its like theres a part of me that tells me i dont need them even though they make me feel better and my moods more stable...... its just a simple pill whats the big deal.. why wont my mind let me take it...... doesnt seem like i can even force myself to take them.. i need help...... does this happen to anyone else