, hang in there...everyone needs to vent, so go for it...and you never know when yoyr post helps someone else...even when you are having issues-someone else reads it and says thank god I'm not the only one! I can hang on for another day.
So hang on, .my mom was never able to say much when we were younger-was not her eay but we knew she loved us-she writes the best letters expressing what she feels! She also doex the best thank yous-heart felt-now that we ate adult children. So write them a few sentences..if they can not appreciate you are trying, that is their problem not yours.