You're not alone.
I too struggle with everything you've shared.
Don't change who you are to suit others.
Oh, I admit I wear many masks to live & survive in this world.
I think most do.
Unfortunately, we all have to live life the best we can.
We work to eat & buy stuff, we pay bills, we pay taxes.
I started walking 30 minutes a day.
I find it helps to right my brain.
I think most of us have learned to settle in our jobs & realize there's only so much we can do to change things.
The "higher" up you go, it seems to be the same bullsh*t up there too. Just people with better wardrobe, expensive cars & bigger homes.
As I go, I've learned to play the "game of life."
Some days suck, but there are days that don't.
Those are worth everything to experience.
That's just me.
*big warm friendship hug* 💜