hi! phew! our exams just finished!
: )
u could have been the best friend i've always wished to have!!
i felt a whole lot better now. but i'm afraid that i've been reminding you so much of your own past. i'm sorry for that. but anyway, we move on...
you made me perceive things in a more positive and lighter side. i'd almost thought i'm becoming a lesbian, having these good feelings for my classmate. i'm having goosebumps right now. (i don't like my idea actually). but anyway, as you've said, i probably have found my ideal self in her. she's someone who doesn't hide anything, who can easily ignore negative feelings. i really admire her honesty. She's someone that i really wished to be. i know it's hard.
ok. i'm really going to work on loving myself first. i should really learn how to hypnotize myself.
thank u very much for sharing your experiences...