It is difficult not different especially when you have Asperger’s Syndrome, ADHD and OCD.

My best friend/girlfriend passed away in a car accident when I was only 17 and after that it was like every girl I got close to and wanted to date me didn’t want to have anything to do with me after they found out I had disabilities and I am not sure what was more funny to them, the fact I had disabilities or the fact my best friend passed away and I couldn’t get over it. I thought I must have got lucky with my best friend because she was the only one at the time (apart from my Sister) that accepted me for having disabilities and I would die alone but I’m married now to a very wonderful and understanding woman that has never judged me for having disabilities or having trouble moving on after losing my best friend.

I am sorry for your loss but just be careful because not everybody is as understanding of grieve and if you don’t feel like you are ready to date have some time to yourself and don't allow yourself to be pressured into dating again if you are not ready to.