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Originally Posted by Petra5ed
When you're depressed like me you realize you can't even talk about what you're really thinking because it's too upsetting for everyone else. What if I don't want to be alive anymore? I'm going on a trip to a suicide Mecca, and no one who "cares" about me has even thought once about it, but I do. What if I decide to end my pain finally.
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Before I became depressed I didn't know that such hell was possible here on earth. There are people who are sturdy enough to hear what you're really saying; don't stop looking for them. I have a few, and it only takes a few. Do you have a shrink? I am in less pain now than I was before I went into the hospital, but it has been a long and painful journey for me for about a year and a half. Don't give up.
