((((((((((((pearlywunz))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry to hear that so much is going on for you over there ... i know it can't be easy. Like Fuzzy said though, keeping posting on here and getting your thoughts down ... there are so many caring people on here, and I know that you will be able to find friends on here.

Do you have a therapist or counsellor in your area that you could talk to maybe? Just a suggestion ...

Take good care,
Jacq