Had a nightmare.
Driving in the country on a new road with my mother. It was somewhere in the north. Stopped at various places. Once going though a small town there were people in the lanes without cars standing at a light waiting to make a left turn to buy tickets...we went straight. Another place a cross between a small airport and a park with inside furniture outside. We were sitting where we couldn't see the river, so mom, she's 86, grabbed two upholstered chairs and dragged them closer. She fell and I was worried for her health, I don't want her to die, but, if I killed myself before she died it would kill her. So I'm just marking time, waiting.