been through the whole stash and hide bit.....just letting you know....it probably smells very badly ....just you cant smell it cuz your used to it ....i suggest you throw that away due to the fact that it is probably moldy and gross and no body is willing to eat that....but try not accepting food....and just get money ...i dont know..how old are you anyway...or at least a range....if you DO get food from someone like...a dessert or casserole or something...give it to your neighbors and say your friends made it for you but they forgot you were lets say....allergic to cheese....or chocolate....or you didnt really care for it...but you didnt want to throw it away....as for dinner time...take the smallest amount you can so you dont waste it...even though you and i both know it will be a waste .....
i just binged on kentucky fried chicken tonight..and i was doing soooo well..8 bottles of water....a peice of celery and half a banana ....and my bf just HAD to buy chicken....feel sooo gross ...tried to throw it up but i just couldnt get it all up...too hard i guess...and yea fibersure is like a laxative....it helps you go to the bathroom ...alot of IBS people use it in drinks to help them regulate their bowel movements....i USED to do it for that...and you can guess what i use it for now....i weighed myself at work today...i am 120 pounds...and im only 5'1....(in lamens terms it means i look like a whale) my goal is to get to 100...since at 116 i looked gaunt and scary...according to my bf...