oops I posted this in the wrong place first .tells you the kind of morning I had .I don't have T until tomorrow and I am already freaking out about what to do if I clam up. I have no idea. it isn't a good feeling at all when I cant talk to my T . I want to talk to her I really do . sometimes when I am not able to talk it can be a control thing but these days it is so much more then this . I really cant talk at all. I get so much in my head I want to say but I cant get it out of my mouth. I am terrified about it all. I just hope tomorrow is better. writing may help but I am scared that she wouldn't read it and would ask me to read it instead and I am scared I wont be able to do it