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Sometimes I’m happy, and sometimes it feels like there is this underlying sadness that follows me wherever I go? Oh, but sometimes I feel like I’m just making stuff up,

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Jacq, These are your feelings and your feelings are valid. I have also suffered from feeling like I am making things up. I believe that it is a common sentiment, stemming from all sorts of possibiiities. I sincerely doubt you would be dismissed by any caring professional. It sounds like, although you say you didn't really care for your T, you may have made some connections with her. Can you see her again fall term when she returns?
If so, would you want to? Maybe try setting that up in advance if that's what you want and using the University services for emergency if needed. Another alternative would be to begin again now but ask the T if they will be there in the fall and if you can continue from one term to the next. I would just die if I had to change my T now, after 7 months of hard, hard work! However, if you are ready for a change then now's as good a time as any.

Yes, it's okay to ask for help and yes, you are worth it. Maybe what you are looking for is validation. It let's us move forward in life and not an insignificant thing.

Good luck.