ty sky ur words always help

whats worse is my weeks are gettin more stressful
at work so many things are happening
the other day this patient tried to suicide and i was their nurse and just today i got assulted again for the millionth time in my career and im just so glad the staff around me were so supportive
and then i get offerred a temp contract which is great
and then josh sends me an email i build up all this courage to tell him its over and now he writes back
i guess we do always want we cant have or when its too late
and i cant help it i still love him and i will fall back into him so many times over
his words of ur my girl and i can never forget u and i just want to be with u holding u in my arms
just make me fall and i dont know what im gonna do
sorry for the ramble i guess i needed to get some of it out

im still a mess