Grandfather, Mother , Father , my sister and I , my daughter and my son to a lesser extent have all suffered the pain of abuse. Physical, emotional and some accidental exposure to sexual abuse. Suffering shows in fear, guilt, control, anger, hatreds, lack of compassion,and verbal abuse. Fortunately, the grandchildren are not being so abused. My daughter's son has been controlled a lot and tends to isolate but no physical abuse. My relationships with them are a struggle. Yes, I apologized many years ago for my part. My Mother couldn't get it and my Father was long out of my life. I am angry about this long sick heritage and its affect on us all. I had many benefits financially and even love but this has seriously marred my life, well being and relationships. I have tried to overcome and even tried to get help but here I am still suffering and struggling in my relationships .