I'm doing ok, today, all things considered. Woke up at 1am and couldn't sleep. Took a clonopin, fell asleep, then overslept this morning. Can't win for losing!

First day without the steady job, first day on my own as a lawyer. No phone calls, but trying to stay positive. I tend to panic first, and give things time, later. Trying to change that.

I feel a bit more 'even' and wonder if that is the lithium kicking in. I hope so. Relief would be nice. I'm feeling optimistic about tomorrow. I'm lucky my wife is so supportive. She is a gem.