The food that i've hidden isn't perishable, like i think i've put crackers, granola bars, that sort of thing in there. Perhishable foods I try to just avoid, or shove them back in the fridge or throw them away etc. I'm 17, and I guess i'm somewhat lucky because this "diet" isnt' difficult for me to pull off in my life. Some people know but they dont' challenge it because i snapped at them a couple times (oops..) and i live with just myself and my mom and she believes that eating disorders don't exist. (i just wanted to smack her when she said that!)

It's okay, binges happen. Tomorrow is another day just try to hold yourself up. I can't imagine you look like a whale at that height and weight. I'm 5'4 and i was 100 until this past week of continual binging...now i'm 104. argh. if you looked "scary" at 116 then wouldn't you look..dead? at 100? just be careful....(as ironic/hypocritical as that is..)

*lil