I suffer from depression many years ago, tried many medications and went to many doctors, slight improvement, never got rid of depression completely.

I am emotionally deprived so I fall in love (not real love for sure) with any pretty girl, getting married or involved in a love relation will help me too much getting over my depression (I had a girlfriend, and one fiancé). Due to my work nature, my relations and my general lifestyle and other circumstances, it is really so hard to find the girl I am looking for, may be this is one of the reasons I felt love towards this actress, I found in her everything that I could ever wished for.

Many thanks for your kind reply.