I am feeling very stressed right now. So much going on, kids are wild and moody, I'm having surgery on the 23rd, panicking about anesthesia. T appt got cancelled today so I can't work with her to find a way not to panic.
I want to cut, right now, a lot.
I have managed not to so far, only because I don't want my doctor to see anything when I have my pre-op physical.
I'm not sure even that reason is going to be enough