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Old Oct 07, 2014, 12:56 AM
Anonymous100151
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Ever feel so sad or apathetic you just can't go to sleep because you don't want life to move forward? You don't want to be forced to wake up next morning still feeling lonely, or just sickened at yourself for the way you run your life. I thought I was doing better, but I still have large patches of sadness that I fill with television or internet junk.
I feel like I ruined everything. Like my youth is gone and I cannot turn back the clocks to before I stopped enjoying life. To before I started filling my emptiness with junk foods. Before I stopped trying to make friends.
I live at home with my mom & her partner and I still feel alone. I am the third wheel in every story now, no solo person to really talk to, share with. That's it. I feel lonely. I try to forget but it keeps coming back. I am alone and I don't know how to start again.
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