hmmm... how do i explain it
Well i have trouble speaking quickly, fluently and intelligently and in expressing myself
ill give an example :
I was asked by a friend to tell anything about my project on which i had done a LOT of research and stuff. But i couldnt remember most of the things fast enough. And what I remembered I couldnt find the correct words to describe, say the technical terms and form sentences fast enough like a normal person
here's another one:
my teacher asked a question. i knew the answer was alpha particle. i could visualise the alpha particle the instant i figured it out but had trouble saying it quickly. in frustration what came out of my mouth was 'boson'.
this stuff happens to me a lot everyday and has been happening since my childhood
my parents and siblings also seem to show this although at different levels
wheather english or my tongue i am often told that "you could have said it like this faster" or "use more synonyms" and talking to anyone feels like pushing a giant boulder and this has made me quite socially anxious
i did a lot of research and the closest thing i found out was anomic aphasia but i doubt i have it after seeing a couple of videos and as it shouldn't be heredetiary (right? )
my psychiatrist didnt say anything on it and i have been taking anti-depressant and adhd tablt since a month
any ideas what this could be?

and does anyone remember the correct word for .. uh.. talking more um like a pro?(like more nevermind)
i dont think 'intelligently' is the right word