Hi Evaluna! Welcome to the Eating Disorders Forum! Sad you have to be here at all, tho. Emotional eating is such a catch-22. We eat because we feel bad -- then we feel bad because we eat.

I've only been eating healthy for a little over three weeks but i must say i feel amazing! It's a struggle every day -- sometimes several times a day. But i keep telling myself it will all be worth it -- to be at a healthy weight eventually.

I've overeaten for 19 years, since my divorce and stopping working. I stopped overeating for one year in 2007/08. I felt a lot better about myself -- proud of myself and so much more comfortable. I look forward to that again!

I think you just have to pick your moment as far as deciding starting to eat healthy is concerned. Hope your moment comes soon!