Thanks stages. I thought similar things myself about getting it mixed up with anxiety. But thinking back. I avoided anything that took a long time to do. If I read a book I have to be completely alone and quiet or the page/paragraph I am reading just doesn't sink in at all and at the end I can't remember what I read. I've always skimmed things like this and always drifted off when trying really hard to listen to what someone is saying to me. And I've always fidgeted. My patience has never been great either. But I just put all this down to being a guy or just a kid at the time. So I don't know. It's all a bit confusing but it would make sense in some ways.