Hi mouse,

You raised two issues here that are real emotional whoppers for me, anger and mothers. Every time I think I have it sorted out, I find myself going through it again and sorting some more. I have quite a few conflicted feelings about my mother. It's been so hard dealing with the many emotions I experience in regard to the relationship I had with her. I don't know if I'll ever get it all processed and resolved, and that I just have to accept that this is how it will always be.