He is trying so hard to get me back to normal. I told him that this is his opprrtunity to leave and do the single thing. That I would not want anything in the divorce, and I wouldn't keep our kids from him. He knows I can handle my own without him, but he is begging for me not to. I hate the idea of not being with him anymore, but I can not stop thinking about them. He asked about counseling, and we are going to try it.