Candybear,
I'm sorry -- I didn't know you were sexually abused as a child.
Having to attend this hearing must have been terribly triggering.
When I was writing for our local paper, I sat through I think a day's trial. A 21 year old man had molested three teenage girls in town. It was very difficult listening to all of the testimony.
I hope you're feeling better today.
I could see where this would trigger you. It is also very frustrating when you think you're over something, and you get triggered again.
(((((((Candy)))))))
EJ