Between no sleep, feeling stressed out, no food; I am completely drained. My ex called today, didnt check my messages so I did not call back; was too late. He said to phone around noon so we can make arrangments. I hope he is being honest this time. From my understanding, he is taking them back tomorrow evening. It will be so hard to take them back but I do need a break. I think its important for the kids to see him; they have not all summer. And I think they have talked to him only a few times.
So, I will call my doc. I had called him already, but I said I cant go in to the h because of the kids. Thats okay because he told me to call anytime; he was going to keep checking his messages at the office this weekend. So as soon as I know whats going to happen with the kids; I will call and see what he can do. If I can go in the h or not.
I know, I am so confusing. I go up and down lately with decisions. Hard to make the right ones; or unsure which are the right ones. But I know I am ready to pass out and not get back up. I cant do this anymore. So tired, I need a time out. hehe; feel like I am in trouble; needing a time out. Now I know how my kids feel. lol. I will post after I talk to my ex.

justy