Why would your Doctor want to fool around with Psych meds ? They just are not qualified for handling psych meds
Also maybe you dont need to be on such a high dose, Its best to gauge the meds doseage on how your feeling and funtioning, not on a number goal.
I'm not a Doctor but in the past when I was in a situation like this I would skip a dose here or there to just make it to the Pdoc appt.
I still havent understood why so many people are tossed on AP's for depression

I get the whole "Bipolars often cant take AD"s or mania can follow" but there are other options.
I don't know what if any other meds your on.. But Maybe your Pdoc needs to review them with you and then both of you
agree to a treatment plan that isn't going to turn you into a Zombie before Halloween even gets here
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