Johnny, you have to know you wont he dragged off to your death for being bipolar. You've got a patently absurd delusion going on here. You aren't a patently absurd person. So your preoccupation must have something to do with something.

So who got taken away, Johnny?

Something happened to your dad to make him so jealous and violent. Probably It was maternal abandonment or neglect or severe abuse when he was quite young. His crossdressing www enough to get him taken away and shamed in the sixties and seventies in any places..people are that ignorNt.. is It possible your mother threatened him with exposure to gain average? Or that someone else somwhere else got taken away. Paternal grandfather?

We are a strange species, arent we?