Sound like your in a Mixed episode and they are pure hell on earth.

Do you have a Pdoc? he/she is the one that handles your medications. Can you call them and explain how your feeling? When is your next appointment? There are medications that can pull you outta a Mixed episode.

If you feel unsafe at anytime please go to your local ER they will be able to help you.

Welcome to PC. I hope you are feeling better very soon.