I wholeheartedly agree with the above replies. Sounds like you may be addicted to how she makes you feel. You're giving your power away to her. You're allowing her to control your thoughts & feelings. That's a lot of power to turn over to someone else; You putting yourself in a very vulnerable position; You may be opening yourself up to a whole lotta hurt. Also, to me, sounds like an obsession, which is not love & is more about you than her. That's just me. *big friendship hug*