I think I moved him into a good cycle
We had a fight about 2 weeks ago and I brought up divorce

He verbally assaulted me during the fight
I recorded it

Anyway, since then he has been nice, loving, sweet, going up to the altar for reflection on church

All things he does during this part of the cycle

So even though I KNOW it's just a cycle, I'm confused and hopeful and feel so incredibly guilty for still wanting to leave

Like, I CAN'T leave now,I have to wait till he goes back to the abusive cycle