Hi Christina,

It wasn't gradual at all.She just stopped .I mean when I checked on her the last three times and initiated I had to stop;I thought yeah she's back home on holidays,so maybe she's busy but nobody is that busy I guess to say Hi to a friend you know were sick,to a friend you used to talk to every so often,especially ngiven that she was posting on that forum and on twitter.So yeah I know she's back but still nothing.I just gave it space .

I don't know why she suddenly backed away since we always got along well etc etc but yeah I mean I just couldn't believe what we shared,all our emotional conversations ..I meant them I don't know.How do you just dismiss all that?I don't understand...

Anyway ,You have a great point:why do I think she won't do it again?

Also,she just started favoriting my tweets.I just didn't know how to feel about that .If you are going to ignore me,just do itDon't remind me that you're still alive...