OMG! I know exactly how you feel. I am trapped in the same vicious cycle as you. I'm not healthy enough to work, but not sick enough to get help supposedly.I feel so trapped and alone sometimes. Anyway I'm not trying to make this all about me. I know how annoying it is when you are trying to confide in someone and all they want to talk about is their own problems. I just wanted to let you know that I do empathize and I wish I could do more.