I just haven't had anyone to really discuss it with, I try and tell my mother what's going on but I can tell she doesn't care too much. I just can't find the ability to not think about it until next year when I go see someone. I know it's not the end of the world and I'm currently managing it fine now, but it has been driving me a little crazy. I have a lot of knowledge on the subject, I wasn just looking for a place I can go when I do feel like I need to discuss it with someone.