Sunrise,

Thank you. I don't think I have the guts to read this to my T but I may discuss parts of the sentiment in session. We'll see. My T has also told me I didn't have to perform and when i feel blank he says, "just sit with it." What your T said about being there fragmented as the purpose of the session makes total sense to me. He sounds very similar to my T, very accepting of you no matter what state you're in.