Hey Bpguy. My situation is a little like yours but in reverse. I'm bi, but in an 18 year gay relationship. And my heterosexual tendancies are pretty strong and currently raging. I'm also a sex addict so I have to admit we've had some issues. but back to the heterosexual tendancies. I clearly want a relationship with a
woman and the feelings are pretty strong. If I were in a miserable relationship, things would be easy, but I have a great relationship. But at the heart of matter, I feel I'm being denied something that is perfectly natural. Being bipolar isn't helping. There is nothing going on physically, but during a recent manic episode, I was escalating the "flirtations" with a woman I know that likes me. Any of this make sense?