meh, i don't think i look "scary skinny" or anything yet but it is a "disorder" for a reason. Good luck with hoodia! hopefully that goes well for you. I keep contemplating those diet pills i still have.. not sure i want to venture down cranky road again since i've been on the edge lately anyway. we shall see i guess.

I am exactly the same way, nights kill me! I can go all day with nothing and be just fine but for some reason night triggers the desire for food..not even hunger just the desire to kepe eating!

My mother's way of thinking drives me up a wall. She has her own little box and that's her world. If it doesn't exist in her box (aka her opinion) then there's no way it is feasible. Basically if she doesn't understand something, then it doesn't exist. Drives me crazy...she has no clue about my weight, if she knew she'd probably freak out. Especially since I hope for it to shrink more.

Just curious, about how old are you?
Well good luck in keeping the count up..but not too up. hopefully i can do the same! man this really is a battle...