6 years of therapy, i came to a realization. There is nothing to handle at all. Just let go your worries and realize that you are you and nothing more. Do what you need to help you live a pleasant life. Embrace your condition, do what your meant to do in life. Since your spiritual.. God created you and designed you in his image expecting you to have these hurdles for reasons of his own that are indeed already designed for you. He knows the path you are taking and already knows what you will do and he is willing to help you through it!

Now when i say accept your illness, i do NOT by ANY MEANS mean to ignore treatment. Do treatment get better be smart prepare yourself for the world. But realize that the world is meant to be the way it is for you to live in it and that things will get better if you just simply let them.

Believing in a higher power and in yourself and all these things is not crazy talk its a way to cope. It is highly encouraged too.