I think you went home to heal, as well, but you have to be allowed to do it in your own way, without interference. I think part of that is peace, quiet, and simplicity. If they will truly give you some space, and you can live simply, without a lot of external stimulation, I think you might start to find yourself in a better state of mind. I know that is an approach that I think would work for me, but I don't have the opportunity.