I tried so hard to fix myself, all the things I didn't do well, when I was younger. As I got older I realize now there isn't time. So I accept that I can't do some things well (many things!) and focus on whatever I'm able to do. It's very hard. Not trying to sound like a know it all because I know very little, but I want you to love yourself as you are and not internalize everyone saying you're not good at something. What are they not good at? No one is good at everything except maybe fictional characters.