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having contemplated suicide a few times ....at the time its , for me , about stopping, stopping the pain and the confusion , you think people willmbe better off - but they wont...I think people including myself are just trying to show you reasons whyyou are needed here ...
if you have a son that is a great reason...you know what though....because you are worth it is another good reason - you deserve so much better than an ending ..you deserve to get better and live your life
its hard to pull yourself away from these thoughts.....it is iin no way an "easy option" please if these thoughts are constant wiht you get help ...
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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