Finally, after almost a straight week of nothing but clouds & rain, the sun is back out & shining. I've looked @ the forecast & tomorrow & Friday will be all rain again, so I'm trying trying trying to enjoy this little slice of nice weather while it lasts. But I'm feeling so down, I can't seem to lift my spirits at all. It's been like this for so long now I'm beginning to think I'll never feel okay again. Last night my parents drank & fought, all the usual bull****. I felt so bad... They actually didn't drink on Monday, but I knew they would drink yesterday, 'cause never am I lucky twice in a row. I'm not expecting to be lucky tonight, either. Hopes aren't high.