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Old Oct 08, 2014, 02:19 PM
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Originally Posted by Raindropvampire View Post
If someone told me to no matter how bad I wanted to do it I wouldn't do it just to spite them. Sometimes I think spite is the only reason I'm still here. My heart goes out to you. No one should have to deal with people like that.
Spite is what has kept me on this spinning ball of mud for a couple decades longer than I ever expected. My parents were also tough and generally uncaring. I didn't want them to win. I figured if I were gone, those 2 awful people would still be enjoying life to some degree. I deserve to live just as much as them, if not more so. Keep fighting the good fight and get in your own corner. You can make it!