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Originally Posted by MotownJohnny
Teacake, I think it is your right, and I would never say anyone should not choose that if they felt they had exhausted all options. I too have felt the inevitability of it, and that thought gives me both pain and comfort at various times.
But you have to be sure, and I don't feel you are. It's just your mother triggering you. Can she not return to where ever she came from?
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Ive been sure a long time. Its just timing. Ive always spoken honestly about It.
Mom will go home Sunday. Not before. Ive gone to bed for the midweek. At least I can sleep. Shes tottering up and down the rickety cellar stairs.
Ive mentioned maybe i could use a ride into town to go to urgent date to get a steroid shot. My eyes are swelling shut from poison ivy. My visión is blurred. No, she says, thats not good for my heart. My head exploded metaphorically and I went to bed. Nothing matters. PTSD is a speedball. This time i ley myself enjoy it.