Hi,

It has been a week, struggling with not knowing if my longterm boyfriend is coming home or not. This has happened before and we did get get back together, but now? Trying to cope with both outcomes.

Either way, I need to learn to take care of myself and find a forum to talk through my feelings and get some advice and support.

When, it happened this time...I texted him every day last week and I have said all I can every which way. The last text, I asked him to answer a few questions for us...What do you really want? What is really important to you? If you could have it your way, what would you like to see happen.

I love him and believes he loves me but we handle life issues in such childish manners. During the texts he said...He gives up and to keep the apartment.

It's so difficult not to text him again but I know I have to and I need support, so I don't. I am in so much pain, anxiety, insecurity and scared.

There is so much more to how this all happened but I just want to reach out, right now! Need support and feedback.
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Thank you