I have never nor will I ever touch heroin. I have seen what it dose to a person and for you to even think about wanting it I beg you please do not touch it !
You want to pick up something .. pick up a bible .

I have learned that God is the answer to your needs .
On line friends come and go you can not hold your life around them .
Find a support group where u live and join .

If you don't want to read the bible then go to dailyaudiobible.com and there is a guy name Brian who reads it everyday for a year the whole bible in a year . Life is a gift .